An Iron Lady

Everyday I ask forgiveness from Allah, I pray to Allah to give my parents a healthy lifestyle, take a good care of my arwah nenek up there, and pray to Rasulullah to always guide my in my life. I am not perfect. Everyday I make a mistake. Even sometimes I repeat the same mistake over and over again. People said if we repeat the same mistake over and over again, its not called as a mistake but a choice. So I guess. Ive made a choice to fool myself again. But what can I do. I am a human. I cant stop myself from doing something that I thought would be my the best thing in my life but suddenly it turns out to be something that is hard to swallow. How should I expect that? I am a normal girl, at times I can be so strong like an Iron Lady but sometimes I could be so weak that I cant even stand for myself.


What should I do? What is the best way I can do to help myself? I am a human like others. We are all the same outside. But whats the difference between us as an individual is how we act or react when troubles come knock us in our life. Thats the difference. The difference to show are we smart enough to solve the problems using the brain not anger.


P/S: Betul kata orang tua tua dulu "Jangan sesekali cepat melatah."


till then honey sugar apple pie,
Farahin Aidid
Assalamualaikum