TERASA, OKAY?

Aku terasa dengan apa kau buat. Kau, kau, kau, dan kau.  Apa kau dapat dengan buat orang rasa macam ni? SATISFACTION I GUESS? Satu persatu kau buat buat macam ni kat orang. Kau berlagak macam kau control the world! Tapi padahal.. Well I guess you got it, mate or should I say it mates? CONGRATS! Okay bye.

NOT FAIR. TAK ADIL.

till then

Assalamualaikum

Say hello to a brand new start in Arau!

Hello Arau!

Walaupun aku dah start rindu mak ayah aku selangkah selepas bersalam peluk cium menangis di airport tadi, tetapi aku besabar agar tidak menangis meraung seperti kucing betina kehilangan anak nya. Aku bersabar. Aku bersabar *tarik nafas dalam dalam, sedalam dalam nya dengan mencuba bersenyum*

Takpe. Bersabar... *sabar lagi*


No more good foods :(
No more Chatime :(
No more Pavilion :(
No more Korean drama *LOL*
No more my own room, my own bed and my bantal busuk.
No more my favorite toilet *LOL*


Sudah lah wahai diri ku yang lemah ini. Sudah lah.. Cuba lah kau melatih diri kau menjadi kuat seperti Muhammad Ali di gelanggag tinju *baca dengan nada intonasi bersajak* LOL!


New Resolution;


"This semester Ive made a promise to myself Ill study harder and will never give up easily. Ill give my full attention in class. I will start giving my time to be spent with books, instead of involving in any dramas in college life. Ill make all the money that my parents give to me worth. Ill repay them by studying very hard and get a better result. InsyaAllah.. :) "


I miss you ma. I miss you pa. I miss you Kakak Farah. I miss you Abijat. I miss you Mok. I miss you baby. I miss you cousins. I miss you best friends. I miss you aya :( I miss them already..


Please pray for me, lovers?




FOR ALL THE PEOPLE WHO ME LAUGH:


                                                     THANK YOU!! <3


                                                       p/s: Someday I will repay you. I promise

till then honey sugar apple pie,

Farahin Aidid

Assalamualaikum

p/s: Damn I should be at home now to annoy all the people in the house! *cry like a baby*

IKEA MeatBalls

Okay last week I went to Ikea with Dya and Med with intention to have our lunch there. What else to do there kalau bukan nak makan meatballs kan? Tak kan nk shopping barang untuk rumah, tu dah mcm nak jadi isteri orang dah. Sampai sampai sana tengok kitchen meatball tutup sebab tujuan untuk disamak semua lah. Hati kecewa gila sampai rasa nak bawak diri pergi panjat Himalaya then jerit sekuat hati.*acah je* Hmm and then med and dya lepas kan kekecewaan dengan pergi ber-shopping untuk barang rumah. Okay wait tadi aku ckp kalau shopping barang kat ikea maksudnya nak jadi isteri orang, hmmm maksud nya med and dya nak jadi bini orang lah ni? Ooops heheh.

The Notice

Okay topic kita hari ini lah ialah adakah meatball di Ikea halal? Hari tu punya lah kecoh dekat Twitter yang meatball ikea tak halal semua. Ye lah sampai kena tutup kitchen ikea tu. And hari ni baru dpt tahu meatball ikea tu halal, I mean mereka dah membuat pengesahan yang betul betul halal bagi menyakinkan umat Islam untuk terus makan dekat situ. I just read some idiots in twitter yang cakap selama ni ikea halal je, lain kali guna otak lah sikit. Okay baby, thats too harsh. Kalau ye pon meatball ikea tu favourite kau, jgn lah sampai kau geram sangat dengan opinion orang ramai pasal ingredients dia ada babi. Ada pulak yang cakap biasa lah Malaysia ni, haram sikit je babi. Haram sikit je babi.(For me, dah babi tu haram dari segi Islam) Eh salah tu kalau kau nak cakap macam tu! Kita ni sebagai umat Islam, memang patut ada sedikit pemikiran macam tu kalau pasal makanan ni. Engkau ada ke tolong chef kat dapur tu masak? Engkau ada ke duduk borak borak dengan dia apa ingredients yang ada dlm meatballs tu? Time sembelih ayam and lembu tu kau ada ke? Aku rasa takda kan sebab kau datang situ pon kau bukan nk jumpa mereka, kau nak makan meatball je kan. 


Aku tak cakap kau salah. Betul apa kau buat untuk bagitahu yang kau yakin meatball ikea tu halal. Tapi cuma kau perlu mcm GUNA OTAK sikit kot bila nak cakap. Please think before you wanna post your opinion on social networks. Come on. Kita umat Islam. Kita ada hukum hakam. Kan kita belajar dulu kat sekolah, kalau ada perasaan ragu ragu tu tak elok namanya. Bagus lah apa syarikat ni buat, tutup for a while untuk tujuan samak sebab ada keraguan. Kita tak tahukan daging tu disembelih dgn cara yang betul ke, ayam tu betul ke tak orang Islam sembelih nya. Kita tak tahu semua benda tu. Apa yang kita tahu, tibaiii pakai makan je. Kalau betul lah JAKIM check dulu semua food before dijual kepada orang ramai kenapa tiba tiba FOOD COURT PAVILION suatu ketika dahulu pernah dikatakan haram untuk umat Islam makan? Maybe JAKIM dah check, tapi owner kedai makan tu tak ambil peduli. Maybe, okay maybe whatever the reasons lah kan? Itu kerja mereka kan. Usah lah kita menyibuk.


Sorry lah Ive been so emotional about your statement. For me, it is okay for people to think this way about this thing. Okay it is not just a "thing" actually. Its important. Remember, theres a quote  "You are what you eat." So it is true. You are what you eat. Look around. And start differentiate people who eat lots of chocolates, and people who eat vegetables only. *okay contoh ni tak membantu* Kau dah besar kan. Kau dah boleh pikir guna otak kau sendiri kan.

Why you look so sexy? 

p/s; Alhamdulillah meatball dah kembali halal. Bagus lah. Mengembalikan keyakinan orang, lagi lagi umat Islam untuk terus bagi syarikat Ikea kaya :) Terima kasih kepada pihak yang berkenaan. USAHA ANDA AMAT KAMI HARGAI! *sambil baca kuat kuat*

Till honey sugar apple pie MEATBALLS,

Farahin Aidid

Assalamualaikum

Pesanan Arwah Nenek

Nenek selalu kata kalau sakit jangan layan sangat perasaan sakit tu.
Nenek kata kalau layan perasaan sakit tu lagi sakit lah jadi nya.


BETULLLLLL cakaaap arwah nenek. Kalau sakit kau layan sakit tu lagi bertambah tambah lah sakit kau tu. Haaa patut lah bila aku sakit, aku rasa sakit sangat sebab aku manjakan sangat badan montel aku ni. hehe.


Aku demam kali ni pasai apaaaa pun tak tahu lah. Awat lah tiba tiba cek boleh demam lagi sekali? Kenapa ni? hmm... Okay aku ada dua sebab je :


1) Sebab result aku keluar hari RABU ni *hati gundah gulana macam nak nikah je nervous nya*


2) Sebab aku kena balik Arau, Perlis hari Ahad ni *suara pilu sambil ketuk ketuk dinding bilik*


LOL.


till then honey sugar apple pie,
Farahin Aidid
Assalamualaikum

I should have expected it to happen.

No, I wont cry for you.
No, I wont do anything stupid because of you.
No, Im not going to be weak like I used to be.
No, I dont deserve you.
No, Im not fool. 
No, you are not the one.
Please go. Please..


May Allah bless him.


till then
Assalamualaikum

For you, nenek :)

Helloooooo. Yooo suppppp guys? ;D

The 16 of us. Nenek's proud :)

ayu, macho, cute gitu. 

GAYA BEBAS! lol!

Today's entry is about nenek. hehe. Suddenly, I feel like I miss my grandmother so much. Al-Fatihah. Okay siapa cucu nenek tak rindu nenek? Angkat tangan!! (kalau ada sesiapa yang angkat tangan tu, aku pelangkung dgn silat cekak aku!) Tipu lah tak rindu kan. Bila kena marah dengan mama papa ke, ayah mak ke, abah ke mak mesti korang semua nak lari rumah nenek kan. hehe. Takpun bila macam teringin nak makan tempoyak lah, ayam masak merah ke, ayam kampung pedas ke, gulai daging salai ke (aaaaahhh sedapnye!)  ke ehh dengdeng daging pedas ke, semua nak mintak kat nenek. Sebab apa. Sebab nenek masak sedaaaaaap. Lagi satu, kalau dulu kita nak keluar kadang kadang tu ada lah jugak mintak duit kat nenek. HEHEHE ;p

Ayat ayat famous kita semua selalu cakap kat arwah nenek :

"Nenek, duyu teirngin lah nak makan gulai daging salai. *smbil buat muka tak makan setahun*"

"Nenek, kami nak balik gombak ni. hehe. Nenek masak apa? Tempoyak ada ke? -Wany & Ari"

"Nenek, kami nak keluar sekejap ni. *smbil masing masing buat muka harapan nk extra pocket money*"

"Nenek, raya ni nenek buat kuih samprit tau. Dengan bahulu sekali tau. Nanti kami  datang tolong lah." *tapi datang lepas nenek dah siap masak 5 botol kuih* ;p sorry nenek.

"YAYYY! Raya dapat makan butter cake nenek with strawberry jam!" :D 

"Nenek, nenek garang lah. tp nenek lah nenek paling cool best gila gaban dalam dunia ni. :) "      

*sekarang dah tak dpt nak cakap mcm ni dah :(* 

          

Kadang kadang kita pikir jugak. Apa je benda yang kita mintak kat nenek tak dpt kan? Semua dapat. Lain lah kalau korang nk mintak kereta Beetle sebijik kat nenek, memang nenek bagi sebijik beetle kat muka korang kan. Haaaa kalau kita semua kena marah dengan mak bapak masing masing, nenek lah yang akan datang back up. kann? Tu pasal lah, kami semua mmg sayang nenek sngt sngt. Sebab nenek gave her world to us. WORLD okay. Mcm lagu Backstreet Boys tu, tapi nenek nyanyikan untuk kami. Bukan untuk atuk tau. lol. Ingat lagi tak ada salah seorang penyewa rumah nenek carik pasal dengan nenek? 16-16 cucuk nenek mengamuk macam kingkong hilang anak, semua bajet taiko nak pergi serang orang tu bagai. Tapi nenek tak kasik. *haih! kalau tak masing masing dah nk keluarkan bakat supersize masing masing*

Nenek, eventhough you are not here with us anymore but we still love you. We have loved you and we will always love you. Allah loves you more. He has a better plan for you. He is fair. You are with atuk now. Allah knows what is the best for all of us. We all here had a great time with you, nek.. Thanks for being there for all of us. Thanks for your wonderful supports. Thanks for you care. Thanks for the love. Your love is unconditional. I feel so grateful for that. We all feel that. I know you are watching us up there. Please keep watching us because we all here still need your guidance and love to make you proud. We love you nenek. Love you so much. and we promise you nenek this love will never meet its ending.. WE MISS YOU NENEK.

                                           THE BOYS!

SUSAH GILA NAK SURUH DORANG SENYUM. Tengok ada yang tutup mata bagaii! haha


                                                                                                          THE GIRLS!

hehehe kami jugak yang senang nak senyummmm! :D

                      

p/s: Ive promised to myself I wanna meet you in another world. So much stories to tell to, nenek! :) 

With lots of love,

16 of your proud grandchildren <3

Ohh!-Emm-Geee!

SHE'S LIKE EVERY-W-H-E-R-E! -.-" I wonder why you have to act this way? Obsess much? Or are you crying for attention? I dont know. You should know what you're doing. How it will affect you in the future. You have to know your limit. #justsaying


:)
till then
Assalamualaikum

Because eating is my new hobby

Every semester break I will have a good time at home with delicious foods. Every semester break I will eat every 2 hours. Every semester break I will always update my twitter to show how hungry I am. Every semester break I will go out with family or friends to find good foods. Ever semester break I will discover any new restaurants that have delicious foods. Every semester break I will gain weight. -.- 

andddd the most delicious thing for every semester break is I am happy like this fat kid gets his Mcdonalds :)

             Okay this is too much brotha, you should behave next time kay. I cant stand looking at his cheek! ;p    

till then honey sugar apple pie,

Farahin Aidid

Assalamualaikum

I had enough, my dear friend.

I am sorry. I think I had enough already. Not because I am not strong enough to face it AGAIN, but this time I have to choose what is the best for myself. I have to be selfish for this time. Im tired of getting hurt by the same reason again. Im tired of giving myself a chance to trust you again. I am just too tired. And I hope you will respect my decision.




till then my dear friend,
Assalamualikum

An Iron Lady

Everyday I ask forgiveness from Allah, I pray to Allah to give my parents a healthy lifestyle, take a good care of my arwah nenek up there, and pray to Rasulullah to always guide my in my life. I am not perfect. Everyday I make a mistake. Even sometimes I repeat the same mistake over and over again. People said if we repeat the same mistake over and over again, its not called as a mistake but a choice. So I guess. Ive made a choice to fool myself again. But what can I do. I am a human. I cant stop myself from doing something that I thought would be my the best thing in my life but suddenly it turns out to be something that is hard to swallow. How should I expect that? I am a normal girl, at times I can be so strong like an Iron Lady but sometimes I could be so weak that I cant even stand for myself.


What should I do? What is the best way I can do to help myself? I am a human like others. We are all the same outside. But whats the difference between us as an individual is how we act or react when troubles come knock us in our life. Thats the difference. The difference to show are we smart enough to solve the problems using the brain not anger.


P/S: Betul kata orang tua tua dulu "Jangan sesekali cepat melatah."


till then honey sugar apple pie,
Farahin Aidid
Assalamualaikum

Assalamualaikum. Hello! Bonjour!

Well. Hello. I am Farahin Aidid. Im 20. and I am lifeless. lol. OMG! OMG! I feeeeel so cool having this blog. *suara bimbo* I used to have a blog before this. And it was lame and trust me you guys tak kan ingin pon nak baca so Ive deleted it awal awal ;p. Eh dont get me wrong. Not my intention by creating a new one just to make myself looks cool. I know I am cool already. Because of whaaat? because Im kewl liddat *cool apa nya, eja pon salah okay -.-* 

                                                hehe sorry guys :p


Okay apa apa pon tujuan saya buat blog ini ada lah sebab saya rasa ada sesetangah cerita yang berlaku dalam kehidupan seharian saya yang saya rasa saya perlu tulis dah simpan untuk bagi kepada anak cucu saya masa depan ni sebagai buku sejarah mereka *awww how thoughtful I am, I know I know!!* and I hope you guys will enjoy reading my blog.


p/s: Its okay. Kalau korang baca  blog aku. Korang bukanlah stalker pon. Sebab aku pon baca blog orang. Stalker ke? Cuba google apa maksud stalker. Takpe, meh I google kan untuk korang okay. A stalker means someone who keeps following or contacting someone else, especially a famous person or a person they used to have a relationship with, in an annoying and frightening way. So I am not famous like M Daud Kilau or Kajol or hmmm Rebecca Black (?) and  reading is not a frightening thing to do! So keep on reading your favourite blogs. :) I personally think by reading people's blog sometimes teach me about life such as appreciate my life, improve my grammar, make me laugh and the most important part is BOLEH LUAH KAN PERASAAN (yayyyy me!)
till then honey sugar apple pie,
Farahin Aidid 
Assalamualaikum :)